Consistency of Randomness

What I’m about to elaborate, I myself don’t know if it means something. To some of you it might and to some it wouldn’t at all. It’s for you to decide so try to keep up. The only one thing I’m completely sure about in life is randomness, the undeniable unpredictability of events that sometimes we don’t seem to be in control of at all, but what if that were the case? Would it be any better? I don’t think so, because what the human heart desires is even so random that all would become a haphazard if we were really in control. Thoughts as such lead to anxiety and existential crisis, like we all could just be characters in a game being played by some higher power to see who survives and gains most points in a lifetime. Sometimes, we try to find patterns and create logic of this irrational combination of events we call life, but we fail because the structure is too complex, just like a non-terminating and non-recurring decimal number. So exactly what is the point we can fix as a reference and contemplate these events? The answer is simple, that the only consistent thing you know will occur is randomness, that things will never go as you plan them.
Now one would say, why bother at all? Why not just let situations play out themselves? Well that is what we do when ultimately, we can’t find a solution and time dissolves everything in its vast fabric and those who have the patience to wait, come out as the victors. In case of the unavailability of time, one has to think ahead of time, call it thinking out of the box, expecting the unexpected, imagining the unimaginable. Expect everything, where nothing being a part of everything. I know all these are rhetoric statements, but let me explain further! What I mean by all this is that one should always consider the possibilities of the irregularities that can occur, calculate the risks and consider whatever a human mind can before moving ahead with a plan. Have a contingency plan for your contingency plan. If you still fail, then my friend you’re under the influence of MURPHY’S LAW. I don’t mean to discourage anyone, taking risks is a part of life. But the risks should also be calculated as to not cause unrepairable damage, because let’s face it, you can’t turn back time! Unless that is you’re THE FLASH.
Some might call it being jinxed or bad luck, the probability of things going wrong and the effectiveness of the implementation of your thoughts is intricate but calculable. It just depends on how far and fast your train of thought goes. Imagine your mind as a train and all the passengers that hop on and get off the train at different stops as your thoughts. You know that these thoughts will constantly keep coming and going, but what’s important is to keep moving forward. The seemingly easy solution is that you’d have to be at least mentally prepared for whatever life throws at you. Every transition has a balance and you’ll have to be random enough yourself to find it. And if you can’t find it, be the balance yourself. Like someone who goes unnoticed and is always underestimated, the price you’ll have to pay for this is closure. You won’t really be able to connect with others in the orthodox sense.
In the sense of a situational paradigm, I’d like to explain this as follows:

• And in order to prove his innocuousness
• He slowly drifted apart from everyone
• While staying where he was as a shadow
• As if he ever came close, which was all a hoax

The problem with such behavior is that you can never truly be happy, because it’s kind of like you are forever looking for that glitch. But the satisfaction when your purpose is complete is indescribable. I myself like to find the equilibrium in every situation, at times it’s like being used by others. But it’s like being the catalyst in a chemical reaction, you have to disturb the equilibrium to move forward and yield product as change is necessary to achieve anything. The important thing is for the change or randomness to occur slowly and steadily, revolution is temporary but evolution is permanent. Always keep in mind that the slow change will last longer because it gets absorbed into the system. Whereas revolution is temporary and for a different purpose entirely. I like to believe in being distant and detached while keeping a friendly and inert face, because the one thing I am sure about is unsurety.